lilnativegrl09

So....
HI!

I love being with my friends over anything in this world, i havn't known them all long but i just love being able to talk to them, just to chill and laugh our days and nights away. i dont like having enemies or people against me. No one is going to read this anyways so I will ramble to myself: I'm not making effort, unless effort is made with me. I'm always the one that makes effort and i don't feel like its ever returned. Thoughts on Discrimination: I personally believe that anyone has the right to look, and be however they choose to. No one has to conform to what is considered "normal" if they choose to take a different path. I've learned that no matter what a person looks like, a person is a person! No matter what their sexual orientation, skin color, hair color, style, or anything is, we are all people. It's best to place your own feet in someone Else's shoes before making quick judgments about them. And in the end, the only judgments that really mean anything were the ones that were made wisely, not quickly. The struggles i have gone through almost everyday have made me the person i am today.i know what its like to stand in a battle field without a shield, i know what its like to have wounds that will never be completely healed.keep strong, head raised high nothing is worth one final good-bye.however, i will never deny that there are things that bring you to your knees and make it hard to stumble back up with ease.those moments when you are caught biting your tongue till it bleeds are the times when you realize exactly what you need to do to succeed.cruel cruel world, why am i here? please give me an answer perfectly clear.this wheel is getting so hard to steer.you never know what its like to be thirsty until you have been to a desert,and you never know what its like to be in love unless you get hurt.your life is all based on a decision, a vision of what makes you take that next breath keeping you away from cerebral death.when it all come down to it we only live for ourselves, we are our own saviors. we will act with different behaviors,some cry,get high,lie or even die trying to make the vision a reality fearing any abnormality they might encounter.pain only makes you sane,mistakes are meant to entertain. im no longer ashamed of my decisions for the better or worse.for everything i have done has immersed me. i walked down the plank my last step almost took,i glanced back for one last life flashed before me, i am much stronger than you see,people may look,act,dress the same.but the one thing that you can never doubt is the past you have lived through to tell story's about. i am not of weak stature, Reality is a crutch for people who can't handle drugs.for you see Whether drugs lead to illumination or degradation depends on the spirit in which one takes them. I also talk a lot...if you haven't noticed.... Also things about me,that you do not know,but will know now. I smoke alot of weed,I am vegan,and I draw alot .. I have my best friend's here,Famdai,Bubbles and chrish,they have stuck with my this far,and I hope they will be with me a long time. I always like to meet nice new people who can be themselfs around me without lies, and I like being immature every now and then or serious conversations over anything like society or personal hobbies.. I hate it when i lend people things or money or 'pay me back later' and they don't give it back or not pay back, it's just disrespectful. I don't need your judging on who iam. I hate it when I have to state the obvious too many times or repeat myself to get it through some thick heads. I have no need of your fucking lies. Im not here to impress you so if you don't like the way iam, good for you, stfu, keep it to your self. thank you. i always got my mates backs and they got mine. my life is totally different from yours.

I just thought that I would put this,cause I felt like say in it.

So I am whipped....for the first time.
And yeah I'm in high school,and yeah it
probaly won't last forever,but yeah I am
still gonna love him.
He makes my life worth living...and I am
sure everyone says that,but it's my time
to say it,lol...sooo...
I have been alright...I'm OK.

Also,heres for all the fans of justin beiber
when Justin Beiber goes through puberty his career is over
Just thought you should know....
-rey

Could'nt think of a title...
So they got me jacked up on meds. Some times I can't tell
if I am hearing voices or if thats the teachers standing in front of me,lol.
BUts fine with me,I feel great,even tho Im doped up....
so yea
Yay!
-rey

I feel lost in my own life
Treading water just to keep from slipping under
I wonder if I where I am supposed to be
Tired of trying to do it right
My dreams are just too far away to see.

I am going through a tough time,so any support would
be greatly apprciated.

-rey